Sunday, January 14, 2007
well. life juz sucks now. i shall continue waiting? but den how long? all this i have to wait and find out. but den, WAIT AGAIN??!! wat to do? i can only wait wat. who ask me take so long? but den how the hell would i know that i really love her? its like suddenly yes suddenly no. but den after ytd, i know wats the real answer. at the wave pool, at the lazy river. all the answers juz flow into my head. it is so misleading. at the deepest end of the pool, it was so much fun. she did not dare go there, but when i brought her there, everything seems alright. the wave, the water, and the person. it was a moment i would never forget. i held her tightly, making sure she did not drift away, ever again. it wasnt easy, holding her, going against the wave, preventing my head from going into the water. my head when in a few times, she called my name. even i was underwater, i heard. it was so clear. so sharp and clearly, her voice. i felt smth special. she touched my hair, i held her face, touched her hair, it was a moment, very special. no word could explain and describe that moment. how long will i wait? how long should i wait. all i know is, i will wait for u. <3
(3:23 PM)